That's right people, it's time to come to terms with the truth.

We are robots.

HERE IS PROOF!

Get Your Cyborg Name


_{I chose the sexy robot body...}

Careful folks, I bite.


The past week or so I have noticed something:

I've become hooked on trolling trolls, art thieves, and generally stuck up/n00bish/holier then thou art folks. I can't help it. I'm addicted! I'm a frequent stalker of the complaints forum and being there seems to have rubbed off on me.

I'm much more willing to mock people.

Especially lately seeing as school is out and teenagers who think they know everything and can do they please regardless of anything are rampant across the site. Most of these kids I come across don't know DA regulations all that well or ignore them completely and have all sorts of prohibited material like TV and Movie screen shots or manga scans and such. Or worse, they are complete and unapologetic art theives with no business being here. But when you report them, they become hysterical and most start some sort of trolling campaign against their 'attacker'. Happens almost every time. _{I even had one come to my page! lol.}

That's where me and most of the complaints forum steps in.

For instance, there is a certain deviant who posted screen shots of Twilight onto her page and added quotes onto the image. Well, it's still a violation and it was soon removed. Well, that girl got all hissy and left a very mature note on the reporter's page.

And now she essentially has the entire forum watching her page for prohibited content and telling her not nice things.


Is it cruel? Probably in some cases. Most of these folks strike me as very desperate for attention, love, acceptance, blah blah blah. The rest are just pricks who need to be pulled down off their high horse.

Is it warranted? Most of the time. I did apologize to one girl though because I felt sorry for her. She wasn't horrible or did anything wrong really, she just happened to do a very silly, stupid thing that caught our attention.

Could this be a sort of revenge for all those years I was mercilessly mocked at school? Perhaps. I'm sure a psychologist would have something to say about it.

Will I stop? Nah. I'm not overly bad. I don't say their a horrible person, unless they truly are, and most of the time I simply oppose or question whatever BS they're spouting.


I only troll those I feel deserve it. Like a vigilante.

I'm like Batman!

Ever have one of those days where you woke up, felt great, and everything seemed to be going just right...and then as the days wears on it becomes abundantly clear this day is beginning to suck some major cahones?

Today is sucking some major cahones, people.

I'm tired, depressed, anxious, and REALLY tired.

I woke up, felt great. My Dad calls me and made me feel like a lazy useless, heartless fuck. Yeah...thanks Dad.

And I got lost on the way to the doctors and was late for my appointment. I went to see an endocrinologist to look into my elevated DHEA levels (some of you may recall a previous journal about it) and she said that while my hormones were in the normal rage, they were in the high end of the normal range, but ultimately she doesn't believe it will reveal any huge problem. Some people's glands are just screwed up that way. But she wanted to do some more tests. So I got blood drawn (four viles. The Nurse didn't know what the hell she was doing and now my left arm hurts) and I have to do a 24 hour urine collection. Yay...

And she also said that I had some 'graying' at the base of my neck which could be a sign of insulin resistance. Joy.


So I'm depressed and the Doctor scared me into thinking I have diabetes. But I don't. But my mind doesn't work with rational thought. It jumps to conclusions, makes me paranoid, and makes my depression all the worse.


And on top of all that, I have commission work still left to do.

Right now, all I want is a nap.

UPDATE: OMG! Watch this guys! :3

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Thank you everyone for your suggestions. After careful consideration, has decided to go with Ink, suggested by .

Thanks Toa!

In other news:

Why did no one ever tell me about this?! [link]

Hello everyone! If you read the artist's comments on my last deviation "The Wall" then you'll know two things:

1) I named my avatar Doodle

2) And that I need a name for my friend Laura's, , avatar. I wanted to call her Bob, but Laura did not like that. :/

So! What shall we name her then? Shoot us names. The more odd or interesting the better. And will choose one she likes.



Also: Happy independence Day everyone!

Wasn't that patriotic?